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Thursday, January 12, 2006
Smoke...forget...sleep...awake...remember...fuck it...
The fact of the mater is that live journal is a complete oxymoron. I mean do u think I truly want to put my feelings that run through my mind on this page for all of you to see...I like you all and everything but fuck that shit...that’s my business. But apparently I’m not a very "decent" writer. Well fuck glad you were made queen to judge...hey but that comes with the territory of this live journal...critics. Love em. You don't want to read my livejournal...don't....you don't like what I say...I don't care...but the way I was brought up was to act refined with one another. I will be civil. period...I don't need to bash people on my post...it's childish.
This is my last post...until I find a good reason to write again. I don't feel that I should “subject myself” to any more negativity. Last thing I need... and yea if I can avoid conflict...I hate power struggles... I will avoid it...and this is my means of doing so.
If I never had to see you again...fuck...I’m one to hold a grudge...this wouldn't be something I would be concerned about fixing...I'd say fuck off...fuck you...later.
My last post...my last effort...
Besides the stresses of school and family, lies a dormant stress. In the back of my mind, I am waiting for it to explode like a fatal plague in my life. Denial is dishonesty for me- I wonder, how I made it to where I am now... and where are my actions taking me? With goodbyes that are nearer than the mind can possibly imagine, and goals that lead beyond where I am now, the nature of naivety is borderline ridiculous. History seems to be in repeat. Do we ever learn from the past? Ignoring what I was, and who I am, only complicates everything. I feel like a ticking time bomb. Why can I never explain how I feel? I never feel like I can truly express myself. I hate where I am in my life but I can't figure a way to mend it. I try to replay in my head what I use to consider made me happy, even content. I always feel I have this chip on my shoulder that is only relieved for short periods of time. No one or anything use to get to me before like this. I've gone from bad to worse and I'm regretting my actions I've taken...but like I said do we really ever learn from the past? I have to this time. I can't be in this state of mind any longer. Life takes us down unexpected paths, often too bumpy to handle. But, without knowing, or understanding why, we discover a purpose. Welcome the experience all of this chaos brings, even when stumbling through one of those really bumpy roads...We all hope to reach some great height by the end, and in the process and want what we have. I take it all in...and then tell myself again.
Goodbye livejournal...maybe some other time. I want to be with myself now.
Current mood:  pissed off
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Lets see went to the mall today. I used my Victoria Secret giftcard and bought A bra...sheesh...46.00 dollar damn bra...well it is comfortable...but my whole damn gift card was spent on it. Went to Chanel to take back my Chance...I have 3 bottles of it still so my mom bought her self some make up with it and bought me another type of perfume so I can switch off...my other favorite perfume...abercrombie 8. Then found some memory foam for my bed...since I'll be sleeping in it ha ha. Next went to Ross to look for this shirt I really wanted but couldnt find it.
I felt like I needed to be pulled out of my bed today...my hip feels better though...I think it hurt bad yesterday too though was because I was wearing my cowboy boots. oooo and I found a pair of shoes in my closet that I completely forgot I had...they are soo comfortable and still fit...hell ya from 9th grade. There nice though...chunky brown not boots but shoes.
Gonna go to the gym and do my cardio...my legs and calves were suppose to be today but I did that on sunday and my break is tomorrow...so I think Im going to switch it do the break today and calves and legs tomorrow. ugh even my neck muscles hurt. The whole water thing is hard to get down...ugh I never drink this much water.
Talked to my mom about my tonuge...and surprisingly she didn't object...didn't approve of course but still...weird...I'm still not sure yet though. Im going to talk to Frank(a friend) about it tomorrow.
last thing lets seee...what else...OOOO OOO omg...my check from work was 360.00 hell yes...which is good cause I deff. went to use my credit card yesterday and ive used all of it...umm did I mention that it has a 500.00 limit...whooops...well gotta pay it so this is a good chunk of it...I wish I could still work. I walked in and I miss everyone all ready...damn I love it there. Miss you Holly!
meh no more...off to the gym...
aww I like this one...
Forgotten Language
Once I spoke the language of the flowers,
Once I understood each word the caterpillar said,
Once I smiled in secret at the gossip of the starlings,
And shared a conversation with the housefly
in my bed.
Once I heard and answered all the questions
of the crickets,
And joined the crying of each falling dying
flake of snow,
Once I spoke the language of the flowers. . . .
How did it go?
How did it go?
S.S.
Current mood:  sore Current music: Sting-Feild of Barley
So..."Im not a perfect person"...I want someone that can "take my breath away"....and if I do "I'll be the greatest fan of your life"....I need a "girl in my liffffeee...." ...seriously though "I hate everything about you..." but, "I want your sex" or if you want "I'll take you to the candyshop" besides that though...I hold other talents like "I can make peace on earth...with my own two hands" Im still "hungry like the wolf" though so if your name is "Rio" and your "Born in the USA" or even Mexico for that matter...I would love it if you would "Back that ass up" my way or "just slide over here and give me a moment" because "I'm just a girl" looking to find a "tiny dancer" that is preferably a "cole miners daughter" sorry boys but Im just not wondering "How you like it daddy" these days...Im on a "GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS" kick even if "my milkshake brings all the boys to the yard" lay off because "She's my cherry pie...cool drink of water such a sweet surprise." Im not always this sweet though...I can "fuck you like an animal" because "All day long I dream about sex" sorry but "I smell sex in candy...ya" so "Come to my window....I'll be home soon".
Hoobastank
Berlin
Edwin McCain
P-Diddy
Three days grace
George Michael
50 Cent
Ben Harper
Duran Duran-2
Bruce Springstein
Juvenile
INXS
No Doubt
Elton John
Loretta Lynn
Petey Pablo
Motley Crue
Kelis
Warrant
Nine Inch Nails
Korn
Marcy Playground
Melissa Etheridge
hmm that was fun and different huh....I didnt do much so I had to entertain somehow....I had to look up some of the names to the songs...with some help though...u have a list in order to see what song Im referencing to.
Lets see since my last post I...went to the Mexican restaurant with my sister. We got followed by Mexicans from the gas station to the restaurant...but not just followed accidentally...they passed us...then saw that we turned...slowed down...went up the road and turned around to come back down and whistle at us ...ugh come on... anyways though then went to Walgreens...bought my sister and I a cactus....ha...then went to see Hostile with Kels...that shit was SICK like realllllly disgusting and ugh...made my tummy hurt like fucking hell...
I sat in the bath today...I could prett much live there...I wouldnt mind getting wrinkly and sun ripened raspberries is my favorite scent (suave)...I know its a good bath when I can stay in it long enough to where the water gets cold and the bubbles turn into swirly clouds on the surface of the water...It reminds me of the lake when gas is accidentally spilled a little in the water and you can see it separate from it and its all different colors and twisted looking...meh im rambling. Well what I was getting at is I had a good bath...relaxing one.
my hip hurts like hell...I feel like an old woman...If I didnt stare at the ground all day...I would think I am...all I need is a walker...shit it gets so stiff.
Well got to go to bed...tom. I
Go to the mall
Get my paycheck
workout...duhh...legs and calves
and who knows from there.
This one is appropriate
Tell Me
Tell me I'm clever,
Tell me I'm kind,
Tell me I'm talented,
Tell me I'm cute,
Tell me I'm sensitive,
Graceful and wise,
Tell me I'm perfect-
But tell me the truth.
S.S.
Current mood:  lonely Current music: 80's
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Hate to disappoint you but my life isn't as interesting as those soap oprea's on TV...although a camera three inches from my face probably would be attractive and very entertaining I know...but we can consider my post as the script. You really are too sweet.
oh and my parents aren't at home...taking Maxx to Auburn...so no chaos between us Im sure you are all glad to hear.
Vitamin Vitamins...well I didn't get anything too big actually just Glucosamine Complex which is for my joints...my shoulder loves to pop with every arm work out I do so this is suppose to lube it...all natural of course...and duhh Eckerd brand. My sister got me some vitamin C chewables though...they taste pretty good.
Gym today actually went really well. I like having a paper in front of me that forces me to pretty much to do it and I actually keep up with my reps. The sheet also comes with instruction...even little pictures... on how to do the workout which is good so I dont do it wrong and screw up back or something. I was there though a long time from 9:50 to like 11:15 but I also did 30 minutes of cardio...like the workout said. I missed running and was suprised to see how easily I picked it back up. One of the workers there saw me writting in my binder and looked at the workout and said I had a nice set up...I said I would like to take credit that I designed it but that I had gotten it off of bodybuilders.com. We talked for a little bit about the figure stuff...then she told me if I ever needed a spot to come find her. Everyone is really nice up there. I like it a lot in the mornings too because no one was there. Back and Abs today...I need to take a nap soon...ugh. I took a shower there ugh I felt like I was going to throw up afterwards... my body hurts bad...but after tommorow's legs and calves...I get a "break" Im still suppose to go in Wed and run...its like having that diet coke..you feel like your cheating and look forward to that little piece of heaven..no I want to keep working out but my muscles are ill...ha ha well only one person will get that.
ok next next...umm went to see my teachers...oooo ooo wait...I went to see my teachers but they wouldnt let me until 2:30 so I went and got those vitamins... then went to Peeking and Tokyo...its a good Chinese/Japanese restaurant if you couldnt tell by the name...anyways...of course I got hot tea, miso soup, and california roll...and to top it off...it was nice and quiet so I could read my Memoirs of a Geisha...very appropriate for the atmosphere.
Then I went and saw my teachers...not much to say there...after they asked how I was they of course asked how Reece was and as soon as I said we broke up...they said..."oo he's not in school anymore is he?" "umm no actually, howd you know?" "Well he was never modivated...he only went because he knew you wanted him too." "Ya well thats why things didn't work out...he was never modivated to do anything for himself" I know this may seem like a awkward conversation among teachers...but uh uh this was his soccer coach/my Geography teacher and my teachers that I would stay after school and talk too...we could cuss around eachother and not think twice about it. Ms. Crew wants to have lunch with me on Thursday. I love her to death...she wrote my letter for agnes.
Finally well kind of finally. Thursday...going to hooters for triva night with frank and his friends. Realized Gabbi lived in Marietta....not far at all from here so I asked her to come and she's bringing Maggie...aww I miss Agnes girls...My twin can't do anything more than likely cause she has to work but it's kinda good cause Jen wants to do something this weekend...Sux everyone is gone except for Kels because no one is out as late as Agnes. Meh Im keeping pretty occupied though.
Wow I didn't mean for it to be this long my bad. I gotta take a nap but oh no I didn't forget about you...
Smart
My dad gave me one dollar bill
'Cause I'm his smartest son,
And I swapped it for two shiny quarters
'Cause two is more then one!
And then I took the quarters
And traded them to Lou
For three dimes-- I guess he didn't know
That three is more than two!
Just then, along came old blind Bates
And just 'cause he can't see
He gave me four nickels for my three dimes,
And four is more than three!
And I took the nickels to Hiram Coombs
Down at the seed-feed store,
And the fool gave me five pennies for them,
And five is more than four!
And I went and showed my dad,
And he got red in the cheeks
And closed his eyes and shook his head--
Too proud of me to speak!
Shel Silverstein
Current mood:  tired
Ok ok so got up at 8 am determined to go work out eat and go to etowah to see teachers and such. Well here I am updating. But I can't help it...I have a fan now...lol. Anyways though stayed up pretty late reading about stuff... for my figure shit. Found a pretty good work out Im going to try and a vitamin that will lube my joints...hoping that it will help out my shoulder that is constantly popping.
So got my stuff together so I could take a shower there and go straight to etowah. I have to say...its going to feel good...putting on my tight pants...and shirt...my perfume...maybe even some makeup I dont know about that Ive gotten use to rubbing my eyes and not worrying whether I'm messing up my eyeliner. Meh we'll see.
Anyways...thinking about getting my tounge pierced again...it would just hurt so bad...I don't know Im still contemplating but my friend asked me about it again last night. Maybe we'll see. My sister and parents would die and there would be no way of hiding it.
Lets see lastly umm I really need to go workout now because my endorphens...I guess are running low... ha no Im just down on myself today...but I know I will feel better after working out.
Hmm if I had a sex partner then I would probably never have to work out again for endorphens...sex produces a lot of em...good work out if I did it all day too...hmm any takers? ha ha...actually doesn't sound half bad but Ive been told Im a pervert more than once.
Ohhhh but I didn't forget about you Liz Burns uh uh...this is for you... and let everyone from now on be for you...
Rain
I opened my eyes
And looked up at the rain,
And it dripped in my head
And flowed into my brain,
And all that I hear as I lie in my bed
Is the slishity-slosh of the rain in my head.
I step very softly,
I walk very slow,
I can't do a handstand--
I might overflow,
So pardon the wild crazy thing I just said--
I'm just not the same since there's rain in my head.
Shel Silverstein
Current mood: sad
Monday, January 9, 2006
Well I update way...way too much but i live an interesting life I guess. Ha ya right I know. Anyways I seem to get things done around here if I write em down. Lets see
Tom.
Going to run at the gym...I ran for 20 minutes today...I realized...I gotta run
Go to etowah to see my teachers...ya they miss there honor role student ha ha if they only knew
Maxx(yes with 2 x's) leaves for Auburn tomorrow. Give him kisses goodbye. oh whoops its my dog btw
Eat with my sister hopefully if my parents aren't home yet.
Then go to Kels's...her connection didn't work out tonight...
hmm not much to do after all...
as for tonight...its been a nice chill day actually. Wait wait..no gosh it seems like it's been two different days today...probably cause I went from really sad to feeling pretty good. Didnt think I could this morning...lil harsh. But its all good now. At least I think so. Im seriously addicted to live journal...myspace...and facebook...ha well I guess I'll live.
Read my book
Read websites asigned
Talk to a friend and another friend...
g2g get to reading and GO TO BED....getting up EARLY son...geeze...addiction sux
Current mood:  calm
For some reason...I have like a breath of fresh air. I feel a lot better. It's working out...supposidly the endorphens make you feel better...kinda like when you have sex...everything seems better. Ha well I feel good and for some reason for some reason I feel optimistic..who woulda thought...hope it doesnt wear off.
Current mood: chipper
Not sure what my mind is thinking. Not sure how I feel either. I hurt but I can't explain to you how or why. Asshole is to extreme. Anyways hectic day...not at all was suppose to be. I hate days like that. Somthing happens that you had no idea was comming. ugh...they screw up the whole day that you have planned. They mess up everything. Yuck...I just wanna see my friends again. I want to be around people I know care for me...and I just want to be distracted so I dont have to think about shit so much. My emotions can't handle being put through the wringer again.
to do to do... hmm working out in 10 min. read...try to forget everything...have fun with my little sister...be nice...right an email...pack some shit. See a funny movie...smoke with kelso...eat...eat some more.
I dont know...oh well...talking to my older sister dont have time for this shit.
Current mood:  confused
Sunday, January 8, 2006
10:15PM
hmm well not too sweet after all...
To do's accomplished so far...
Painted
Worked out
started cleaning my room up...
and still need to read but the night is very young.
So taking this place day by day I think won't be too bad. I've gotten my sister to talk my mom into letting me drive around some so tomorrow I will pick up my paycheck...and birth control from CVS. Got to TRY and sleep some. Going to go work out in the morning...just running and touch a soccer ball again...and hopefully buy a one piece bathing suit and goggles so I can start swimming again. Then my sister will get home from school and we will go back and tomorrow we will do arms...we did legs today lol she deff. put makeup on before we went to the gym and even wore hoop earrings. nice...ha and im the girly girl. Tired and hungry. I guess I will read some so that I will accomplish my list. All my friends are gone back to college. Which kinda sucks but Im not suppose to be really doing anything anyways. Richard said that he would decide by the end of the summer if he still would pay for Agnes. Sucky...going to look into financial aid when I go back. My sister I think is disappointed that I didn't leave. She doesn't understand though that I really can't afford this and they said they would cut off my health care too. I have tri-care...I get my birth control for 3 dollars. Usually it's like 20. I have to prepare for this rather than stepping out one night. Not to mention my speeding ticket is being "taken care of" which is deff. a plus bc it was going to be on my record for 3 years and being that I only had my license for a week, it would up my insurance payment. If I left yesterday...I would of had to pay it and delt with the shit that came along with it. I hate disappointing my sister though.
Hey can someone send me the link for the Agnes grades...I cant remember it. Thanks.
Promise...I will have a random section later...my brain is jello right now. I know it's something all miss.
Current mood: drained
2:06PM
Today to do's
Clean my room...yuck
Paint a picture...
Go to the gym...
Read my book...
Cleaning my room is going to take forever so this will consume most of my day.
Ugh...I just wanna leave...
Sorry no more emo shit. My sister and I are going to the gym. Im interested to see what she does to work out...
Current mood: calm
Saturday, January 7, 2006
my mom apoligized...this doesn't mean much to me. That may ssem harsh...but she did promise to stop lieing to me. But that could be a lie too. I dont know what to do anymore. I guess for now I will stay. Richard said he would pull my tuition for this semester if I left tonight. I can't get loans quick enough...but this could be just a threat. Im not sure but I love agnes...i guess I can last a week...my mom and I shook to be civil to eachother for the rest of the week...Im not going to be around though. Im trying to get my job to use me. Im aloud to go to the gym tommorrow though with my sister...sore all over again...yes.
Be yourself it's all that you can do. ~ Audioslave
Im so hot for her, she's so cold.- Rolling Stones
This makes me smile...
Strange Restaurant
I said, "I'll take the T-bone steak."
A soft voice mooed, "Oh wow."
And I looked up and realized
The waitress was a cow.
I cried, "Mistake--forget the the steak.
I'll take the chicken then."
I heard a cluck--'twas just my luck
The busboy was a hen.
I said, "Okay no, fowl today.
I'll have the seafood dish."
Then I saw through the kitchen door
The cook--he was a fish.
I screamed, "Is there anyone workin' here
Who's an onion or a beet?
No? Your're sure? Okay then friends,
A salad's what I'll eat."
They looked at me. "Oh,no," they said,
"The owner is a cabbage head."
-Shel Silverstein
You Lift my Spirits
Everyday is different
Life will go on
Your words ring in my ear
Not one more tear
You Lifted my spirits
You made me smile
So you can be nice...
but I wouldn't say it twice
Show me happiness
I will bring you hope
Help me through my day
Even when you are far away
You will be missed
I know you tell me not to
But maybe a whisper here and there
Can tell me how much you really do care
-JWE
Current mood: discontent Current music: Slaughter- Up all Night
8:19PM
I need a shoulder to cry on...someone to talk to...something...just something. I know its only going to get harder from here on out. My tears are hot and I hate crying. I hate my mom's stupid shows. She enjoys this is what is so sick. I hate my life here, but I love Agnes. It comes to giving up my life here...live a mentaly healthy life...deal with finding money and my way on my own or deal with this until I rip my hair out but my tuition paid for... No thanks. I can do it. Id rather try and know I did it myself than my mom holding my tuition over my head.
I know others are having happier days.
Life goes on...Take it one day at a time.
Current mood: depressed
So went to see Sara in Coffee Country...I had a great time.
Break it down...How I became country-fied
Went fishing...caught a fish and cleaned it...didn't eat it though
Got dirty...really dirty
Wore clothes that "fit" me...that was on accident.
Rode on dirt rodes...
Listened to tons... of country
Went Hunting...shot a gun for the first time, but didnt kill anything.
Other fun details...
Met Sara's friends and fam
Worked out...
Pretty relaxing and nice to ge out of here.
Next is family life.
Umm so I got back and obviously my parents found out about my speeding ticket. Said my integrity sucked...I admit I shouldnt of lied. My main reasoning being that I knew they would be disapointed. Second being I wouldnt of been aloud to go to Sara's. So they were obviously pissed. Next though they informed me that Agnes had turned me into a left winged liberal and my mom called me an ugly dike...lol wow really mature mom. Then they went on to say they were not paying for my tuition anymore. Nice... right. So Im paying for my college now...loans here I come. My mom told me that she wanted me to go back asap... I decided Id leave for good though. When they get home Im telling them Im moving in with my sister. It isn't going to go over too well. At all...shit is going to hit the fan.
Lastly...I found out Reece moved back to MO. He still hasn't said anything to me...but he has some of my fucking shit. IM soooo pissed off. He has my shirts my phone my stuffed animals...ass hole...you never really know someone I guess.
Wish me luck...
Current mood:  nervous
Friday, January 6, 2006
Where the Sidewalk Ends
There is a place where the sidewalk ends
And before the street begins,
And there the grass grows soft and white,
And there the sun burns crimson bright,
And there the moon-bird rests from his flight
To cool in the peppermint wind.
Let us leave this place where the smoke blows black
And the dark street winds and bends.
Past the pits where the asphalt flowers grow
We shall walk with a walk that is measured and slow,
And watch where the chalk-white arrows go
To the place where the sidewalk ends.
Yes we'll walk with a walk that is measured and slow,
And we'll go where the chalk-white arrows go,
For the children, they mark, and the children, they know
The place where the sidewalk ends.
Shel Silverstein...
Current mood: content
Wednesday, January 4, 2006
1:13PM
Speeding...ha I suck...15 over...off to hell when I get back...can someone kidnap me or something...my dad is well off, you could hold me for a pretty high amount of ransom.
Current mood: content
Monday, January 2, 2006
Batty
The little bat screamed out in fright...turn on the dark Im afraid of the lights.
-Shel Silverstein
I woke up this morning feeling really good...must of been the crack Im doing...ha ha...no jk anyways. So my bed is idealy placed in my room. I have a iron post bead (more specifically a love bird bed) but it is right in front of my windows so I can see out the windows when I look forward. This morning, I woke up to the rain falling outside. I was sleeping kind of sideways so that when I opened my eyes I was looking out the window into our courtyard area. It was really pretty. I remember smiling and falling back asleep.
Sara...tommorow I hope...
Yesterday...planned on chilling all day... but didnt really happen. Kels called and asked me 2 see a movie with her. So I went. Then my sister and her boyfriend asked for us to go pick up a movie so we watched House of Wax...pretty good. I thought Paris Hilton had this major role in it but she wasn't really in it. She did manage to have a scene of course in her underware...about to have sex with a guy...I just expected more out of her hopefully clear her sluty name...but she didnt. Meh...sluts are ok with me, I live the life of a Geisha...duhh
Found some good CDs today cleaning stuff up.
Need to do some major laundry
Clean my room....that seems like its never going to happen though.
burping...I dont miss
Suppose to hang with Frank tonight but I think Im going to cancel, I don't feel like doing anything. I think I slept too much. I feel kinda grumpy too all of a sudden.
Thank goodness for Edy's Slow Churned Rich and Creamy French Silk...mmm mmm good.
I love when its just rained or is raining...and the sun comes out.
Oww...I just bit my lip oww it's bleeding...damn wtf its really bleeding...mmkay gotta go tend to my lip
Current mood:  grumpy Current music: Sheesh Im not that grumpy looking...
Sunday, January 1, 2006
11:20AM
WOw Im going to have to say im really proud of myself...found my way back from atlanta...no mistakes...noo turning around. Made it from my nun's house to mine in all one ride. Im pretty good like that...lol yet I can't even make it back from the nearest mall...
Shout...restaurant that Jen nick rene nicoley and I went to weas awesome. It had a club on the top of it. It was 21 and up but we were all girls...he let us in. omg it was sooo nice! You could walk out onto the patio and there was huge chairs and little coves you could sit in. You could see all of Atlanta's lights out there... it wasn't too busy when we came up there but after dinner when we were walking out there was a HUGE line out the door. Meh we missed the peachdrop...watched it on TV and screamed with the whole restaurant. Then went to nuns house and chilled...pretty much what I do...no jk it was fun too many people for that apartment. I really wanted Krispy Cream today...so got up at 9:30 (did I mention I went to bed at 4:30...I dont know how I got up) and drove to get some. Got a dozen, ate 3, and went back gave them to nun and crys and them...then left...I needed to get home. So pretty much satisfied with breakfast....mmm they were warm.
YUCK IM TIRED...maybe sleepy time...neh...oooo going with Dad(richard) to get a gym membership at this new huge Y they opened up over here...they are getting a family plan or something...
mmm dont be mad...sorry...ok I suck but I do miss you tons...
2 days...
happy new year all
Current mood: tired
Saturday, December 31, 2005
5:22PM
Got up...went to my appointment with my older sister. Left...went to see my grandfather...lol hes so cute. He said my jeans were too religious...they were holey...ha and he would save some money to get me new ones. I met one of his friends at the assissted living home he lives, Mickey. He was really nice....I said I would write him. He asked me who my favorite band was and stuff like that. People around there call him doc cause he use to be a gyno. I told him I would write him and my grandfather. I found out that no one comes to visit him. He's in really good shape too compared to most of them around there.
OMG OMG holy shit I got a shirt today....YES....so I went to the mall today with Justin...Aww missed that kid! He is sooo tall...I look up at him. anyways. So we walked into buckle and there was a shirt in their with Gieshas on the front omg I had to have it. So what am I wearing...duhh my giesha shirt. The last small hell ya...
What else lets see...hmm nope nothing... highlight of my day right there...of course seeing Justin was too damn he has a awesome ride...hes so fucking rich its ridiculous...he tried to buy me the shirt and it's lucky brand. Well HOPE EVERYONE HAS A HAPPY FUCKING NEW YEAR! Love all ya!
Wax on Wax off...
nothing I love more than awkward byes...lol jk
Im so hungry...I cant think of my random thoughts...sorry rain check.
Current mood:  hungry Current music: NIN-everyday
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